Parody: “T- Blocker Blues/Trans Super-Heroines” (Sung to the tune of “Spider-Man Theme”)
Spiro Man, Spiro Man
He can’t do what others can
Can’t get hard, though he tries
Frets about his shrinking size
Press “F”... for non-cumming Spiro Man!
Andro-Cur, Andro-Cur
Blocks the T-Bone, as it were
Androgens he always spies,
“Wham, Biff!” Cuts me down to size
Down, boy! Lay off, you Andro-Cur!
{Transition. Rad guitar solo}
Estrogen, Estrogen!
Lovely, magic—10 outta 10
Gives me boobs, new mood highs
Sexy, thicc, spreading thighs
Endo! I need more Estrogen!
Regrets? Nah, only now and then.
LOOK OUT! for Transgender Womennnn
Truth is: We-all were never men!
New lyrics by @transfigurations
Anna O’Brien (c) 2019
Hey NB peeps and trans gals, what do you recommend for permanent hair removal from the body? I am reading about a variety of ways... very much want to get rid of all this hair, especially (and I know it takes longer) on my face and legs...
#girlslikeus #hair_removal
Trans Women on HRT question: pre-op dysphoria
#girlslikeus
Hey
So I'm on HRT and having some trouble, I'm 3 months in and having some like...erectile dysfunction and inability to orgasm. I have just rebought "Fucking Trans Women" to seek for help, and I'm going to talk with my endocrinologist on Friday.
But I've read about a topical penile cream that's high in T for this kind of thing or maybe ejaculation. Could anyone maybe share about this if you know about it or have used it?
MH (-), self-harm, self-love, self-understanding; apology
I think I do self-harm often, but not by cutting or burning myself (even though I do scald myself with very hot water every day).
I hurt myself mentally and emotionally, and yesterday was an example of that that really made me think.
I feel not really calm, but more like subdued. As if I'd been given a heavy sedative. I'm dazed. I cannot smile in any natural-looking way. I look like I'm sick. And of course, I am.
It might be as I've long thought, and my subconscious is really trying to destroy me, largely through a combination of dissociation and then, while disconnected from reality, leading or prompting me to do really wretched things, deplorable stuff that I can only, at best, observe myself doing, like I'm watching a horror movie about myself.
Then the bad things happen in response to what I've done, and the self-loathing kicks in so viciously, relentlessly.
Sometimes I can remember parts of it, and sometimes not at all.
I am so sorry for these times. I am trying to teach myself, persuading myself, cajoling myself, having long impatient conversations with myself, as I did at 5 AM today...to overcome my impulse to disallow myself to have self-love. I think I made some progress today. I think that if I can really convince myself to value who I am, and forgive myself for things I am barely able to control because of mental illness, I could really get much better and the damage to my mind and emotions could be reduced.
I wouldn't be all well, of course, but I could be better.
I am going to put much effort into that.
I love all of you, and I hope I will soon improve at the learned skill of loving myself.
With sincere, earnest shame, regret, and love,
Anna
5 Oct. 2019
HRT MTF breast growth or breast cancer?
I am trying to research how to tell the difference, but I'm not really learning what I would need to understand. I don't have experience with this, after all.
If any trans women who have experience with HRT can give me any pointers, please provide feedback. Thank you!
#HRT #breast_growth #breast_cancer #transfeminine #transgender #MTF #transwomen #girlslikeus
If you're an enby, hug me NOW!
#nonbinary #enbies #agender #NB
A damaged, married Sapphic panromantic transgirl, hoping to heal. She/Her or they/them pronouns. Poly at heart, but not in practice at this point.
I can CW most posts for depression and anxiety but that'd make it almost every post these days. I guess I'll start now.
I'm maybe a lot more autistic than I had thought.
Constantly in a state of near panic. Trying to stop being mentally ill. hahahaha
This is an invite-only account. The toots are only for my followers. Please don't take it personally if I don't follow back or allow you to follow. It's meant as a safe haven for me to recover from trauma. Friends only.
I just turned 50 years old. Anna is my name.